• April 28, 2024

5

Chapter 5:
The bees grew active, swarming around the
milk-soaked earth.
	The milk became flesh,		//#		 shimmering white. 
	and a lady in shimmering white
		stood in the center of a fierce hurricane of bees,    ..;!
`		    serene and composed.

The  lady's presence  seemed to  calm  the  vermillion  thunder-being, 
and the sky began to clear.  She walked towards him and placed her small
slender hand on his shoulder, and he began to weep.   She  whispered  in
his ear something I couldn't hear, and the trees ceased to shake.   Soon
she began to  walk  towards  me,  her silvery white hair falling lightly
around her shoulders  and  carrying with  it the faint scent  of lilies.
Her voice was strong, as if carved out of marble.

	"I see you are frightened.
	do not fear him, I am he /
		and I rule over him.   

	I am force and motion.

	the heavenly cycles are my form.
	my breath are the four winds;
		the movement of all living things is my reflection."

	Even though the lady before me  was solid matter, her image swayed and
became ethereal with the slight breeze  ,    the swarming of the bees and
the growing of the green plants was visible in her.
I  asked  her  what  she  called  herself:

	thus she spoke
the five-fold name 			'''
- the name of Spirit and Strength. ''

Words  failed  me ; I  fell to  my  knees.  Joy and Compassion combined 
within me		.I knew her as Geburah, and also as  Justice   and
Fear.  The kineticism  that was in her  and of her grew quickly; her form 
grew in energy and brightness without end..


I shielded my  eyes, and when I removed my hand I no longer saw either of 
the two gods that had presented themselves to me.

	and I felt the wanderer standing next to me,  his cloak the colour
of mist.  My  garments, as  well, had been  bleached a  similar white.  I
turned towards my  guide, seeing that  His  hood, still, was  pulled over
his face and I could not see within.  He spoke to me.



	"Come, we are alone now.


	Your journey will not be the same as mine.

	I sought for the prize --
	I sought, but I couldn't reach that high.
	I sought to drink from that holy cup

	filled, with the waters of life -
	But I could only lap them up,
	in a boat that was sinking, I tried to row -
	clinging to a world filled with strife...

	Had I known what life was, I would have let go.

	Now is your time to seek.
	I could not drink - I had to give the cup to you.
	I am merely aspirations, the elements governed by the Spirit.
	You have lost that:  Yours is the wisdom and the crown ,,

	but you deny me.
	"