• November 10, 2024

9

Chapter 9:

Stumbling and falling for a long time:

I don't know how long or how far, for I didn't even
	have the sense of a sturdy earth beneath me to gauge
		my distance by.

Some time later my sense of touch returned,
and ripping a large piece of cloth from what remained of my
clothes, I wrapped it tightly around my ears and eyes,
		useless as they were.

I walked, broken but free, for what may have been days; ,my only sense of
time passing was the changing  temperature.Being  unable to see  or  hear
allowed me to see the world I had known for what was - mere  shadows  and
effects; what I had thought of as real was only reality's mask.

I reached a point, then, when I decided to stop. I stood near a tree;
its  strong  roots  supporting  it  and  reaching  deep into  the earth, 
stretching far throughout the garden; beyond.

	I sat  in  the  shade  of  that  tree and knew the wanderer would not 
appear. The  wanderer  was  a  function  of sight and  sound, and I was  
beyond  both  of those now.  Just as I knew  that, I knew this tree was
my  own  creation as well.

			The tree, I realised, was the same guide I had
before, this time in a different guise.  The message I needed now was
not one that could be expressed in words, nor needed to be.

	What I had been reduced to
	was my salvation..

	Only after losing everything else
	could I begin.

	I took a sharp rock from the earth
	and pricked my finger

	leaving a drop of blood
	in thanks.

	... ..