DCChapter 10: Thus I left the Abyss of hallucination behind, which is called "Hell" or "Consciousness" or "Universe" and left the illusory Kingdom Malkuth behind for the downward journey , upon inception, is complete. I thought I was struggling for Kether but in struggling lost sight of that goal. In failing, it was attained. In losing my hearing I though I would lose the Logos - but what I had called Silence /was/ Logos. In losing my sight I thought I would lose the Kingdom - but what I had called the Kingdom was a shadow. and in losing all of this was lost /myself/; reunited with That Which Was Before, and ever will be; Nothing is. Nothing becomes. Nothing is not. Kether begets Malkuth and Malkuth begets Kether and Knowledge is in the Abyss. /amen./